A dream Deferred (free)

What happens to a dream deferred?



   For those of you who don't know what deferred means, it means postponed or delayed. so technically the question that is being asked is, What happens to a dream that is forgotten? well, what I believe is that a dream never really goes away. Sure maybe it's put off until a later time, but it is never forgotten. A dream is sort of already set in stone in your head, even if your change it. You always remember it, and there is always a tiny bit of hope burning in your soul, hoping that someday it will come true.

   So what I'm trying to say is that a dream never goes away. for example when your small and watch Disney channel for the first time didn't you want to be just like the character and be famous, a star or a singer? That's a dream that you had, that you will always remember. And as you get older, sure you gain new dreams, but do you really ever forget the old ones? that slight hope that maybe your old forgotten dreams might still have hope? I think not. I believe that dreams never go away. Even if they are deferred.

   Dreams are the only thing that keep people sane. It's the only thing that makes them aim for their goals. It's the only thing we have and know that if we work hard enough we just might reach our dreams. It's the one thing that gives everyone a slight hope of accomplishing anything. It's the one thing that never goes away. It's the one thing that is sure in life, that dreams will be though of.

Cleaning up after the mess (CE)

    US President Barack Obama has confirmed that all 39,000 US troops still stationed in Iraq will be withdrawn by the end of the year, bringing to an end an almost nine-year presence in the country

  So this is from a news article I was reading. All i have to say is finally!! In my opinion that war was just plain stupid, and uncalled for. For starters we didn't have to go and invade their country trying to "search for something" that we didn't even had proof of. I'm just glad that the former president that did that is no longer running. It took president Obama about 3 years to clean up the former president messes. Sure many people may have different opinions towards our president, but I believe that out country is actually being thought of with our president.

   Anyways I'm just glad our war is going to end, but what I do worry about is that, will the people of Iraq be mad? will they ever forgive us? I mean after all we did almost destroy their country for no apparent reason. Hopefully this won;t come back to bite us, but i do believe that President Obama has a lot of courage and a great heart for calling off the war, he is slowly, but surely cleaning up after our old president messes.

Time just needs to STOP (RE)

So I was reading Julie's post:

    To me, time goes by WAY too fast. No matter what's going on, time would just keep ticking and it won't stop for anything.

   This is so accurate! Honestly, this is how I think time works. When your having a great time and having those moments that would last forever, that's when time flies. But when your doing something boring, or something you dislike, it's like time completely stops. Time can sometimes make me angry because there isn't enough of it. Like for my birthday. I had my quincenera on my birthday. we had been planning it what seemed like forever and from one day to the next it was gone. Like the week leading up to it went by so slow and when it was finally there it's like time went into fast forward mode.

   Also another think that is going by quiet quickly is high school. Like take last year for example. I swear now that I think about it my freshman year went by hella fast. I don't know. I just have a feeling that's how the rest of high school is going to go, really fast. It's just i don't think I'm quiet ready to leave my family, friends, and past life behind. Like when I leave to college how is it all going to be here? Like I'm the youngest and I have to leave my mom alone. I'm not sure i am ready to leave. So hopefully time will just STOP and let me breath a little.

cured???? (CE)

"I am free of illness,"

  Hugo Chavez stated in this news article I read. Okay I'm going to be honest I have no idea in hell who this man is, but what I read is that he had cancer and went through chemotherapy, and had an operaation to take out all of the harmfeul cancer cells out. okay so my question is, IS THAT POSSIBLE???? he stated that the doctors who had given the opperation had taken all the cancer cells out. Like there was no trace at all, almost like he didn't have cancer in the first place. Cancer. It's just a confusing subject. Like these days anything can give you cancer. I mean why does it have to exsist? Anyways, I have been hearing that there are a bunch of studies going on about finding a cure for cancer. I am hoping that one day they finaly find it because honestly, I'm very scared of cancer.
   In my families past, on my grandfathers side, we are like the cancer and diesease family. My great grandpa and grandpa died of cancer. They both went through chemotherapy, but was some of the unlucky people. hopefully one day cancer will find a cure. and I hope that chavez, in fact, truely is cured from cancer. I hope for all the patients who have cancer to know that you are in my prayers. :)

again and again (RE)

   So I was reading Mina's blog:

Everyday should be different from from the others

   I agree. Honestly, life can get hella boring if all you do is the same thing day after day after day. I mean sure, life HAS to be boring sometimes, like studying for a test or waiting for someone to show up, but that doesn't mean life should pass you by. Everyday should be a different expiereance. Life should be charrished because, as one of my friends once told me (actualey tells me all the time) that you only live once, why not? I took this piece of information into consideration and she makes a lot of sense. I mean when you think about it, I know a lot of people that tell me "oh I can do it next time" you know what sometimes their isn't a next time. why put off something until tommorow when you can do it today? people these days always say "life sucks!" or "FML" Well I tell them that your life sucks because you make it suck. I mean a lot of people take life for granted. Life should be the one thing that always comes first, living it to the fulest.
   Okay so you might think, What the fuck does a fifteen year old about life and how it works? well, i might not know how all of it works, But I do know that one day could be the best, and the next your life can be taken from you. I have had enough important people in my life taken from me, so I'm prety sure I know what I am kind of talking about. Life is weird, you can say. There are different types of life. There is to be alive. Which means to be breathing and to blink and what not. But to LIVE is a whole different concept. To live is to experiance what life is really about. The meaning of life is to figure out what it means as you go along. Life should be treasured because there is only one thing sure in life, it will come to an end, but wheather if you are fufilled with it it up to you.

That's life. (free)

   So this is really random, but hey that's just me, many people have told me I have had a bunch of "obbssesion" This statement is 100% true. Throught my younger years and up until now I have had plenty of obbssesions. Let me list them, I remember my true first obbssesion/ hero was barney, but hey what little kid didn't look up  to barney? yup I loved him. I even went to see him in concert, the only thing I remember from that concert is that I got mad because the bubbles and confetti didn't reach all the way to where I was sitting. Imagine how mad I must have been. Anyways, then I had many obbssesions on the Television shows I watched. One big one I remeber was the Amanda show. I absolutely LOVED that show!! and still do. Anyways I moved passed the "shows" phase and went to the color phase. Yeah I had many obssesions with colors. I was obbssesed with pink, blue, purple, yellow, orange. My mom had to buy me new color like every other week, BUt the one color that I was truley OBBSSESED with was green. I remember all of 5th grade I wore green like almost everyday. Yeah thankfully I moved on. Then I went through my disney phase. oh boy, how much I loved disney movies/shows. I remember it was first High school musical. Oh my gosh how I loved Troy Bullten (Zac Eforn) haha what am I saying I still love him! I remember I had everything to do with hsm. Then I went through the Hannah Montana Phase. she was my idol. After I got tired of her I went to the Jonas Brothers. You literaly could NOT see an inch of my wall. Gosh I was like their #1 fan. I even had a shirt to prove it. Then I went through the whole Twilight phase (which I'm still in :) ). All I have to say about that is two words TAYLOR LAUGHTNER. enough said. Then my not so newest phase Justin Bieber. yeah I'm im a bieliber. a lot of people don't like him, but guess what i don;t give a fuck. I love his songs.
   So the point I'm trying to prove here is many people may judge you for your obbssesions and what not, but it what makes you grow. Do you think that If i hadn't gone through these phases caring what others thought of my obbssesions, I would be right in the head? I probably would be watching barney at home with all the curtains closed. haha. but yeah it's all in the process of growing up. That was really random, but what to I care?

Be strong. (Ce)

 

All I can tell you is there have been reports of survivors and there have been reports of fatalities

   I was reading this news post thing, I swear this just made me feel so much empathy for their children. So this news thing was about these people in a plane crash on the way to Madang, on the south pacific, who got into a huge plane crash. There were 32 people on the plane. The police wouldn't verify how many people got injured and how many people died, but what really got me the most is were the people on board were headed. On the plane were mostly parents on the way to see their childrens graduation. Did you get that their childrens graduation!!! I mean sure it might not mean a lot to other people, but think about it this way. What if you were graduating, having an excellent day, when you get a call telling you the news.
   Honestly, I would get into deep depresion or something because seriously! think about it! they finaly finished school, after so many years of studying and working hard. You gained all this knowlegde that you are ready to take into the new world. You can't wait until you hug your parents and tell them 'thank you so much for always being there and pushing me to do my hardest' You feel like the happiest person in the world. When you recive one little phone call that just ruins your whole day, but not just your day, your next months and maybe even years. Losing a parent or a big person in your life over night just seems unreal. And espiallt and such a big day. I just want those people to know that you must be strong and always know their is a better day soon to come. With time your wounds will heal, and you might forget about the pain, but you will never forget the memories.